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Apr. 18th, 2004 @ 10:21 pm
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10 songs you've resently been listening to:
1. Trance #2
2. Mel Brooks – Springtime for Hitler (Daniel orbach…thanks A LOT >=D)
3. The Used
4. L’arc En Ciel
5. Glay
6. Dj QuickSilver
7. Ragnarok Online Background Music
8. Laava
9. B’z
10. Bird’s Chirping….(eww >___<)
9 things you look forward to:
1. Graduating from Highschool
2. Camping Trip
3. To get level 99 in Ragnarok Online
4. Upgrade my computer
5. Move out
6. Calvin to grow up
7. To Animate my own Television show
8. Visit my god brother’s grave stone
9. Getting together with my God Family
8 things you like to wear:
1. Clothes
2. Pants
3. My Nike hoody (so comfy ^^)
4. Hair Glue
5. Glasses
6. Underwear
7. Socks
8. Any T-Shirt
7 things that annoy you:
1. People lying to me
2. People betraying me
3. My Older Brother
4. Going to school
5. The Retards in my school
6. Dying in Ragnarok Online (lose 1 % each time =’(…)
7. My bad habits (smoking)
6 things you say most days:
1. Whatever
2. Hey
3. I Don’t Wanna do it now
4. Serious?
5. Pwn
6. Dragon!!!
5 things you do everyday:
1. Wake up (Eventually)
2. Go on my Computer
3. Random outbursts
4. Talk to people
5. Going to sleep
4 people you want to spend more time with:
1. God Family
2. Mississauga Friends
3. Evy, Alyssa, Aynz, Stef, and I dunno
4. Myself? o_0
3 movies you could watch over and over again:
1. Dunno
2. Dunno
3. Dunno
2 things you don't like about yourself:
1. I smoke
2. Physical appearance - Everything
1 person you could stand spending the rest of your life with:
1.i honestly dunno…=( |
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Apr. 12th, 2004 @ 02:54 pm
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Yesterday was one of my weirdest days i have to say! it was EVY'S BIRTHDAY!!! o before i continue....HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY EVY!!! n e hooz, for those who were confused and worried last night, here goes my day...:
i woke up around 6 am in the morning waking up to loud screaming n crying cuz of my little cousins were being shit disturbers...-_- then went on comp untill 12. My rents bitched at me for asking to go out last night even though they knew it was Evy's birthday. But i kinda promised her that i'd show up n give her HUGGLEZ!! so i did, n made an agreement with my rents that i'd atleast stay for easter lunch, n dress up like a retard. (GQ XD) but later on that day, when in the middle of eating pickel barrel, i get a phone call, n it was my dad. he was upset that i forgot to pay respects to my grandmother who died about 3 years ago from today...n then at that moment...EMO took over me. im sorry guys, but i felt so guilty n sad i forgot to pay my respects...but then i talked it over with my grandfatheron my phone so it made me feel all good. Then we were partying it up at Dave's house, untill i saw "weed"... no offence all, but i hold a huge grudge against weed...cuz it kinda did kill my god brother Sean... He didn't pay sum gangsters for sum weed, n he promised them he'd get them the money, but never did....so they went out n killed him...i saw him die in the hospital... so for those who were asking me "wuts wrong?" im okay now... just really didn't feel good after remembering all that drama. then Daniel Orbach drove me home n i fell asleep. later all!
mood = happy again!! (paid my respects this morning! ^________________^) |
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Mar. 21st, 2004 @ 10:29 pm
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1.What is your Full Name: Dustin Kei Tani
2. What color pants are you wearing right now? Baby Blue
3. What are you listening to right now? Ragnarok Online soundtrack
4.What are the last 2 digits of your phone number? 99
5.What was the last thing you ate: Rice Balls
6. If you were a crayon what color would you be? Red or Yellow
7. How is the weather right now: Cold, Windy, Cold, and fucking WINDY!
8. Last person you talked to on the phone: Henry
9. First thing you notice about the opposite sex: personality, see if I connect with them well.
10. Do you like the person who sent this to you: ofcourse, she’s my wifey.
11. How are you today: im good n you?
12. Favorite Drink: Nestea
13. Favorite Alcoholic drink: Smirnoff
14. Favorite Sports: Basketball
15. Hair Color: Black, with dark brown in the front
16. Eye Color: Dark Brown
17. Do you wear contacts: wont fit in my small eyes.. =(
18. Siblings: Older Brother, Younger Brother (Cousin)
19. Favorite Month: October
20. Favorite Food: Anything edible
21. Last Movie you watched: Honey
22. Favorite Day of the Year: October 7th
23. Are you too shy to ask someone out: Nope =D I have no shame what so ever…-_-
24. Summer or winter: Summer, hate cold
25. Hugs or Kisses? Both Huggles and Smoochles
26. Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
27. Do you like to receive snail mail? WtF?
28. Living Arrangements: Mother, dad, 2 brothers, fish
31. What books are you reading: I don’t read books…
32. What's on your mouse pad: PARMA meat products
33. Favorite Board Game: Monopoly
34. What did you do last night: Went out with my friends in Mississauga, and went to Anime Convention Center
35. Favorite Smells: Good smelling food, fruity smells, and my fart smell
36. Can you touch your nose with your tongue: Nope =(
37. What inspires you? My friends who care for me, and the friend I care for.
39. Favorite Flower: I don’t wanna smell Roses now mother, im busy! >=(
40. Best Friend: Evy, Alyssa, Henry, Mike, Alan, Allen, Sakib, Alvin, James, Miriam, and Nozomi. |
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Mar. 14th, 2004 @ 01:45 am
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Mar. 11th, 2004 @ 10:25 am
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1.First Name: Dustin
2.Were you named after someone? No…
3. Do you wish on stars? I always wanted to, but never got around in doing so…
4. Which finger is your favourite? I love all of them, cuz they do wonderous things!!
5. When did you last cry? On Sunday March 7th, in Mississauga General Hospital
6. Do you like your handwriting? SURE!!
7. What is your favourite lunch meat? Human Flesh…droolz
8. What is your birth date? October 7th
9. What is your most embarrassing CD on the shelf? Backstreet Boys lol
10. If you were another person, would YOU be friends w/you? Hell YEAH! I’d love to be friends with a DRAGON!
11. Are you a daredevil? Sure, im a risk taker in life. If ur not, then ur life is pretty boring -_-…
12. Have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell? Yeah, but not n e more… Probably a while back from now.
13. Do looks matter? Nope, not to me!!
14. How do you release anger? Either writing a poem, sharing my problems with good friends I trust, or fighting…I choose the 1st n second over the 3rd one =P
15. Where is your second home? Mississauga Henry’s home, and Evy’s Couch, named Lucy
16. Do you trust others easily? I used to, but it got harder to now a days. I trust Henry, Evy, Alyssa, and my god family. (which is like 40 pple right there lol)
17. What was your favourite toy as a child? LEGO!! U can build ANYTHING with them! (I built a star cruiser, and a DRAGON!)
18. What class in school do you think was totally useless? French.
19. Do you have a journal? Yeah! LIVEJOURNAL!
20. Do you use sarcasm a lot? Sometimes when I don’t mean to use it =S
21. Have you ever been in a mosh pit? Yess…I get raped in there…
23. What do you look for in a guy/girl? A girl that doesn’t want to hurt me?… has to be nice personality, I dun care for looks…just gotta be nice n that can put a smile on my face =D
24. What are your nicknames? Kei, Ryuga, Crusty Dusty, Tani, Dragon kid!
25. Would you bungee jump? Yeah, I’d try it… so I know how it feels to soar like a DRAGON!
26. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? LoL, I WEAR VELCRO!
27. Do you think that you are strong? Physically – yeah, Mentally – no…need to quit smoking!!
28. What's your favourite ice cream flavour? CHOCOLATE, and orange sherbet
29. Shoe Size? 13 mens
30. What are your favourite colours? Red, Black, Yellow, White, Blue
31. What is your least favourite thing about yourself? My laziness.
34. Who do you miss most? James… my god brother that I considered my blood related brother…rest in peace…
35. Do you want everyone you send this to, to send it back to you? ------
36. What colour pants are you wearing? White.
37. What are you listening to right now? X Japan - X
38. Last thing you ate? Home-made Pizza
39. If you were a crayon, what colour would you be? Yellow.
40. What is the weather like right now? Cold, but NO SNOW!! XD
41. Last person you talked to on the phone? Mike Lam (HAPPY BIRTHDAY!)
42. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Their face, seeing if their happy to talk to or not ^______^
43. Do you like the person who sent this to you? Ofcourse!!! She’s my girlfriend/Wife, n we had a child together named CALVIN (Yellow monkey)
44. How are you today? Im awsome! CUZ IM A DRAGON!! GRROOAAWWRR!!
45. Favourite Drink? Nestea.
46. Favourite Alcoholic Drink? Bailey’s.
47. Favourite Sport? Basketball.
48. Hair Colour? mine? Black, with a brownish tint in the front
49. Eye Colour? Dark Brown.
50. Do you wear contacts? Nope, I have 4 eyes!
52. Favourite Month? July, Middle of SUMMER!!
53. Favourite Food? Everything? I eat anything edible!
54. Last movie you watched? Hidalgo.
55. Favourite Day of the Year? Any Jewish Holiday! (NO SCHOOL FOR ME!!) >.<
56. Are you too shy to ask someone out? No! lol I did last night!
57. Scary movies or Happy endings? BOTH! WITH DRAGONS IN THEM!
58. Summer or Winter? Summer, cuz I hate cold!
59. Hugs or Kisses? DRAGOLF HUGGLEZ!!
60. Relationships or one night stands? Relationships. Even though by now u’d think I hate them, but I only miss them… =’(
61. What is your favourite dessert? Chocolate milk =P
62. Who is most likely to respond? -------
63. Who is least likely to respond? --------
64. Living Arrangements? Right now, Mom, Dad, Older Brother, Younger Brother (Cousin), and myself.
Mar. 11th, 2004 @ 10:18 am
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well, here i am... once again infront of my computer screen, typing out my day
it was a hell lotta nice today! =D (except for the cold n snow) my lil bro Leo wanted to come to school wif me today, but he couldn't..='( so went to evy's house, picked her up...n found out morrainis is an ASS!! boi, talk about bitches...shiet... well n e wayz, went to school, saw ALYSSA!! she gave me the biggest dragon wolf (dragolf) hug in the world!! omg.. that just made my day.. it felt like warm dragons n wolves hugging me for support! keeping me alive so i can love evy, alyssa, other westmount pple, thornhill pple, n my azn pple another day! it was so awsome... i hope i get another one sumtime soon! n Evy's hugs are so monstrously heart warming also! dunno wut i'd do without those crazy girls!! lol then me n sasha made my poem into a song! must record us playing to show u guys how awsome it was!! then went home n stared at my school bag....n said "IM NOT OPENING U UP TODAY!! OR TOMORROW!! NONO!! U KNOW WUT?!?! I'M NEVER OPENING U UP!!" n kicked my bag, then went to sleep lol
thats was my day, n lets hope that tmr will be another awsome adventure!! im HAPPY!!!!! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ look at me go...-_- lol
Mar. 8th, 2004 @ 07:09 pm
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Ashes upon death
Here taking our one last breath
Thinking we are going to be okay
When in reality, we have nothing to say
For we have done something to hurt, something to cause pain
“Was it really my fault? Is it I to blame? Am I the one in vein?”
We will never know for certain
If it was our own burden
These people keep dying
Doctors keep on lying
Everyone close weeping
The person hurt sleeping
Eyes starting to leak
Clenching fists, feeling weak
Teeth start grinding
And in my heart I’m finding
The only place I have peace
After the person close is now deceased
I find it hard to explain all this rage
Its kind of like being locked in a cage
You’re standing still, all u can do is watch
Looking at all the remaining blood blotch
“We tried our best, there was nothing else we can do”
That’s not what I want to hear
Knowing my good friend is not near
I can do nothing but fear
Wipe off my tear
Look up straight
Decide my own fate
Protect those I love and care
Death is not an option to me. I stare
Right into the eyes of my killer
Gives an adrenaline rush, what a thriller
I can only wish for the ones among the living
To accept the truth, please be forgiving
Or else you’ll end up not feeling so well
Shaking all over, quivering in hell
Its not a good feeling to feel
Knowing your friend is hurt, and you can’t heal
Watching someone die
Hearing their parents sigh
Pain, agony inside
Which is the only place you can confide
Alive and well at dusk
Dead and silent by dawn
Rest in peace Sean…
Mar. 7th, 2004 @ 06:12 pm
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Today was an extra sppecial day, due to my super charged ultra infinite hyperness today lol. o man, k this was my day: I woke up around 6:30 am, ionno why, and started playing ragnarok online (best online game EVER!!) and then at 8:30 i went to school, saw corey n chilled wif him for a bit. Then at 9 i headed off to evy's house (longing to sleep on lucy:the couch...and to see evy ofcourse [DUH!!]), and got our shit together, then went off to school. We chilled in the strium, when i stole like 200 straws for evy's little tiny water bottle! twas a precious moment! lol, then went to second period, was pretty calm. Then 3rd period, n saw Alexis!! OMG HAVEN'T SEEN HER SINCE....TRANZAC!!! lol which was last saturday...=P Then 4th i had lunch, i had to stop by to see mr.DOLHA, to make sure he got the msg that i couldn't make it to the "guys n dollz" play rehersal yesterday, then out of no where, My good friend Alex L. started singing "Close Every Door- Joseph the Technicolour Dreamcoat" That boosted my spirits on OVERLOADED CAUTION MAN!! OMFG!! me n him went in the middle of the drama room and sang the song so beautifully, but out of tune lol. Then i went around walking, then started skipping, then started running around in circles in the atrium! I had too much energy, i thought i was not human...(IM A DRAGON!! PUWAHAHAHA) then i saw alex ross, n bursted out singing "dont wanna be......ALLLL BYYYYYYY MYYYY SELFFFFFFF!!!!!" and "In the jungle, the mighty jungle, the lions sleep tonite~" lol...o man...Then 5th i wrote my science test, then jetted out of there pretending i was sick, and headed towards the library where evy awaited my awsome presence! then we researched barfing egyptian gods, n incest freakish gods, n gods who look extra scary!! Osiris, Iris, Anubis (JACKAL!!), Seth, Ra (Re), Amon, Atum, Geb, Nut, Tefna, n the rest of the weird family tree. lol, then i went to Alex L.'s house to work on our portfolio, got it done, then went home n played more games, n ignored my hmwk ONCE AGAIN!!! (-_- even thought i did not have n e hmwk...) well, thats all for today, so stay tuned till tmr, n get ready for....DUSTIN! THE DANCING DRAGON OF DOOM!!!!!!! (cheap 70's music playing in the background)
Mar. 4th, 2004 @ 11:45 pm
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I have to say, it sure has been a really long time since i wrote in this journal. I say y not let everyone know wuts been going on since the last time i wrote in here. *clears throat*, well i have been pretty busy with work, going out n seeing movies, but on top of that, worrying n stressing over things i really shouldn't be. For instance, today i was down to tears, cuz retards like to talk shit behind my back to dangerous gang members who were my friends, but not so much friends now... -_- yeh, so i've been worrying cuz i got death threats in my email saying they're gonna kill me n shit... the scary thing is that i believed them.... I'd like to thank a couple pple for making me feel better, n talking me thru this BULL shit. Sasha, for being my jewish bro, n talking sum sense into my pathetic head. Jason W, for always caring for me, always wanting know if im aiite, n always wants the best for me.. *sniff* Evy, for being the lil sweetheart, n lovable couch owner which i like to sleep on every morning lol, She has really opened up a door to my life. Before it was pretty dull, life that is... i would stay home, sure i'd go see movies, n get together with friends, but i have never got together with a person like EVY! Evy n Alyssa, they are an inseperable pair! They deserve eachother! lol, well yeah i thank her for Always being there, n caring for me. James, you crazy ass asian god bro...where the hell would i be without you? dead, thats where.. This boy saved my life twice already. I look up to this yellow man, because he has been there for me since we were in grade 1...scary...he protected me n cared for me ever since we were lil toddlerz!... he truly saved me tonite...
Now i bet ur all wondering wut actually happened? well heres the full STORY!:
-Got threats by email, saying "You're dead tmr at 7pm"
-at school, freaking out, n breaking down in tears
-Pple trying to cheer me up, didn't work
-Making pple worried
-Went home after school, thought bout wut all these pple tried to do for me today (the names listed above)
-played computer games till 5pm ^___^ (GO RAGNAROK!!)
-ate food at 6:15pm
-6:30 pm ,called my friends from mississauga
-6:45 pm ,my friends brought some back up to my house
-7:00 pm they didn't show up
-7:15 pm , friend were about to leave untill they finally showed up
-7:15- 7:57pm, James talked them thru the whole misunderstanding and misjudgment of it all
-8:00 pm they all went home
-10:30pm, realized there were about 200 pple on my street!!!
Feb. 25th, 2004 @ 10:56 pm
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ok, today was so LEET!! (for those who don't know wut that means "Leet=elite")omg, i got pwned so badly... k.. went to scohol at like 7:30 am n slept in the atrium till corey came n saved me from my boredom, so we went out for a smoke (QUITTING SMOKING AFTER FRIDAY!) n im not joking... k, finding out ms. nicolson is gonna be late, so i go play piano in the music room, n then fall alseep listening to some girls flute playing...good lulluby ^^...k so then i go to class, MRS.B WAS THERE!! hahaha wutta fruit cake, yeh then i saw evy n alyssa for lunch, went to aly's house to pick up "craft" which was a freaky but good movie, n kraft dinner, n macoroni!! YUMMY!! so we missioned back to evy's house, then tried to turn on the stove, but it wouldn't cooperate. So i jerk around with it a little (that didn't sound too good -_-), n i got it to work, so we started cooking...while i was playing with evy's brothers G.I. Joe toy, they were cooking! then we watched movie, n it was mucho fun! cary but fun =D then went back to school, helped ms. nicolson who finally showed up to school, put up the paintings n what not in the theatre for the art show, n got home at 5:30pm.....twas cold...unleet....i got pwned by the coldness...haha k HAPPY EVY?!?! I UPDATED MY LJ!! YAY!!!!! PARTAY!!! n e whooz im gonna go play with my fishy named "sushi" PWUAHAHAHA!!!....
Jan. 22nd, 2004 @ 10:24 pm
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